So i broke up with my boyfriend today.
We were going out for a year and half,my longest ever realtionship.The reason why i ended it was just that, i didn't love him anymore and i want to date other guys.It was a quick simple break up , didn't think it would hurt, now here i am 4+hours later and it has hit me like a ton of bricks.

Sure they say breaking up is hard to do, and i do know its true very true.I feel bad for him,me and what we had.Yet i don't regret my choice and am not going to get back with him because i know i would only wind up feeling the same way about him again in another 3 or so weeks.

So i plan to take the next few days to mourn the realtionship,listen to sad songs and get it out of my system as such.

Breaking up is hard to do
If it is being broken up with
Or doing the dumping, its true
That we will always miss a love departed.

Drunk posting .

So last night i went out and had some drinks.....
Came home , switched on the p.c to find the new smallville eps
Saw what he did to lois
How could ps3 do this ti clois?

So in my wisdom of a drunken eye
Venting my anger sez i
Using the marvel of the internets
Surely this wouldn't lead to regrets

They say hell hath no furry like a woman scorned
Whoever said that was wrong
Because hell hath no furry like a drunk cloiser, so be warned
Thinking of female solidarity
And what men generally do to me

I posted without thinking, using free speech
Letting my fierce anger off the least
So i woke up this morning
Turned on the p.c without warning
Saw the aftermath
Of my drunken posting bloodbath

So a lesson was to be learned here
Perhaps it was,
That maybe drinking ooh sweet beer
Is something best left for the bar
And no where near the com-pu-tar

So last night's sv ep was just horrendous.I mean "wtf"? is wrong with clark. He is such an uber dick for the way he treats lois, he acts like an unfeeling asshole !!

This is not the way clark kent is, even in the comics he was NEVER this bad.He really dosen't deserve lois at all. Like when she comes back, i actually don't want to see Clois happen as i believe it would belitteling for lois .
SHE IS NOT SECOND CHOICE!
SHE IS WORTH TEN OF LANA
SHE IS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY TO GOOD FOR SV CLARK.

I really hope that when she comes back ,she is "over" clark and picks the red and blue blur over him.If they are really going to reverse the mythos then they should have her choose superman over clark kent, since this clark kent is a grade A dick.

So long rant short, SV Clark Kent=Why women hate men >=/!

Heya all
With 6 weeks off from college i have been doing two things:
1.Exams
2.Reading comics/Watching the old superman films.
So far the second has not proved useful for the first for some very strange reason.......i was really upset when superman's molecular construction didn't come up in my biochemistry exam hahaha.

From watching/reading anything superman related i've decided that my two favorite versions of lois lane are Margot Kidder and Erica Durance .
I feel that they capture Lois's personality of being outgoing, independant, brave, obnoxious ,rude but with a heart of gold.
I felt that the Lois lane played by Teri Hatcher was just annoying!Its like all she ever did was purposelly get into trouble and just whine, whine, whine.She was the Lois Lane of my generation or not depending on how you define "generation" as i was born in 1990, so i guess you could say Durance and Hatcher are both my "generations" Lois Lane.

The best comic book Lois Lane that i have come across so far is the one from Birthright, which i also read instead of my calculus 3 book (I'm sooo failing all my exams hahaha).That lois again embodied everything the perfect Lois Lane should have!From the sticking up for Jimmy in front of the editor to Perry White's Pros and Cons list of why he should and shouldn't keep her in the job.This Lois was a very enjoyable character.

So i wonder in the Clois community who is your favorite Lois Lane and why?

Hello everyone =).

Haven't really posted in a long time , just preffered to browse on other's work for the moment.
After reading several posts on OTP's i kinda got inspired to post =).

I don't have many OTPs , but i do have a few.They are mostly dc tho =p.
In no particular order, my OTPS: Dinah/Ollie
Lois/Clark (reeve verse)
Dinah/Dr Midnite
Dick/Babs
Gar/Terra

Luke/Loreali
Luka/Abby
Carter/Abby
Dr cox/Jordan.

A meagre list , i know, but my OTP list none the less=p.I'm pretty bored with clois on smallville atm because of the fact that lois will be missing for like ages!And the fact that we have had no clois spoilers in aaages is annoying me to no end,well there are always comics eh?

Luke and loreali are a kinda recent addition to my OTP list.During the summer gilmore girls was aired from episode 1 of 1 to 22 of season 7.I fell in love with how sweet their love was until the bastard that was season 7.I really wish they made a season 8 or at least told fans what became of luke and loreali =(.

Dinah and Ollie are just classic.They did have a pretty bad writer for far too long but they have finally gotten a decent writer, who can write their dynamic.The last issue of ga/bc was quite enjoyable, tho one does hope the writer can understand canary a bit more so as to write her more powerfully.

Thats it about my OTP's realleh=p.

See ya later everyone =).

Senses
Pairing: Season 1-4 Luke and lorelai, season 8 Lois and Clark and post OYL dinah and Ollie.

Her smile would brighten up his day on the darkest nights. Her kind words would take away the pain that would refuese to go away and her touch, her oh so gentle touch would make him feel invisible.The gentle smell of her perfume would create a sense of ecatsy in him whenever she was near.

Yet she would never know how he felt as he was certain that she would never think of him as more than a friend.

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Silence
Pairing: Dinah and Ollie
Setting: Post issue 14 of winnicks run, sort of spolierish.


Silence

That's all there was to be heard in the large, empty Queen house on a sunny saturday afternoon. Gone where the children who had had a difficult year chasing around the world after their sibbling. Here to stay was the akward married couple who were ready to settle in and get to work on making the townhouse a home.

So its been far too long since i posted on livejournal!!

Life was sooo crazy this past month that i didn't know wheter i was coming or going most of the time! I repeated my entire first year math's course's examniations in august an i am delighted to say that i passed all 4 of them and shall be starting second year tommrow morning =). Yay me =D.

Then i sorted out a personal matter regarding my lovelife, which is such a relief because this problme has been plaguing me all year, so yay for that =D.

I just got my blackbelt today, sooo psyched about that like after all these years i finally have it, it is soo amazing to finally have it =D. Wooo me=D.

And last but not least my muses have come back to me =D. My yayness is now as x tends to infinity xD.

I've had a pretty crappy year so now it looks like my life is changing for the good at long last, i have more friends now than ever, sorting out my weight issues currently and season 8 on smallville is going to be a clois fest, what more could a girl want ?=p.

Okay its rant time, apparently in the U.S there is a drink called an "irish car bomb". This is is sooo offensive its unreal! Speaking as an irish person myself. The Omagh bombings or the troubles in the north are not something to be taken lightly.

I for one find this to be racist! Ah irish people have never been slandered against racially aside from the drunk slurs (which are true). Thats it but to to bring up the Omagh bombings. Argh!!

Do not drink that highly offending drink on the basis of its name. It is sooo disrepsectful. I want to kill the idiot who came up with the name for the drink.!

Rant done!

My au brain is firing up again. Insipired my by music muse as always, whilst listening to the cure's song "Boys don't cry". I suddenly thought what if Ollie and Dinah were teenagers?

So here is my first fic in over a week. Could anyone tell me how i post this so there will be a link to my stories as opposed to just writing them as a post ? If anyone could it would be great.

Title: Boy's don't cry.
Characters: Dinah/Ollie
Setting: AU, my own verse.
Summary: Dinah and Ollie meet in high school, are they truley destined to be together no matter what the time setting?
Author's note: I was toying with the idea to have a villain cast a love spell on the members of the JLA that was to test the true bond of their love. By testing their love he would send people back to the most difficult phase of most people's lives, the teenage years.


Oliver Queen, 17 a high school senior, captain of the archery team.

Dinah lance 14, high school junior, pretty and outgoing. Is training for her first black belt.

Oliver and Dinah attend star city high. Ollie is the arrogant rich kid, he knows what he wants and isn't afraid to go get it. Oliver has been kicked out of school twice for protesting about various school laws, one of them being hairstyles the other one that banned gay realtionship (that one is based on actual rule in an irish school!).
Ollie is a ladies man and the school bad boy hunk. With no parents around he can do whatever he wants whenever he wants and no one will say anything just the way he likes it. Oliver's greatest feature is his think no act later approach to life which sometimes gets him in an awful lot of trouble.

Dinah is sort of shy, studious an achiever and a bit of a band geek. She plays the piano, practices martial arts as well as several other extra curiccular. She comes from an unusual background with her mother still being the black canary once in a while and her father is one of star citys finest. When not studying or practicing martial arts. Dinah likes to hang out with the J.S.A. Dinah suffers with chronic throat problems to which the Dr's know no cure.




So one day outside the principals office they meet. Oliver, the tough guy taking his usual seat outside the principals office is intrigued by the sight of a dark haired girl sitting a few seats down who looks as though she has the weight of the world on her shoulders. Curious as to what a good student could be doing outside the principals office.

Trying to get her attention he waves to her. She just ignores him and focuses on the spot on the floor. What was so interesting about that damm floor he wonders? After all he is OQ the coolest guy in school.

Moving to the seat next to her, OQ sticks his hand in front of her face and begins to wave it rapidly. She ignores him still. No caring at all for this hotheaded senior.

"Hellloooo anyone home, no one ever ignores OQ" . Whines Ollie, bored and frustrated with the girls lack of interest in him.

"Well there is a first time for everything then isn't there Oliver?' Dinah snaps,her voice filled with deathly anger.

Scanning his mind for the list of girl's in the freshman year, Oliver does "eni meeny miny mo" in his head and prays the name he is about to spit out is the right one.

"Dinah lance right?"

Um yeah, how did you know?' Curious to know why the biggest jerk in the school knows her name. Turning her head to meet his she noticed that Oliver looks a bit more relaxed than he had a second ago.

"I notice all the hot babes in school." His line fell flat because Dinah just rolls her blue eyes to heaven. This girl had nice eyes he notes mentally.

"Do you say that to everyone? It sounds kinda pervy when you say it to a freshman, how old are you anyway?".


"Me a perv?Never!i will assure you that my good looks don't require me to perv many girls come to me actually! As for the second question just turned 17 last week, yourself pretty lady?".

A huge grin creeps across OQ's face as he notices Dinah's face flush with embarassment. She triy to bury her face into the book she has
on her lap, bringing it up to her face, praying that OQ asshole didn't notice her blush.

"Will you stop that?! Im 14 soon to be 15 next month. ".

"Make sure when you are sending invites to include me, your partner in deliquncey OQ".

"As if?! Its a very exclusive party so no perverts aloud and i am no way like you oliver" Feeling her face return to its normal pale self, Dinah lifts her face from her book once more to face the cocky OQ.

"For the last time i am not a perv!". OQ protests , what will it take to prove to this stubborn girl he is not a perv?!.

"What is a good girl like you stuck outside the prinicpals office anyway?Shouldn't you be at the math club or something?"

Ignoring Oliver one more, Dinah picks her up book and begin reading. She knows if she answers Oliver's question she would loose it and she doesn't want to break down in front of the coolest albet jerkiest guy in school. He would just think she was a big baby.

"Dinah you didn't answer my question, what are doing here?" Oliver demands angry as to why she is suddenly freezing him out. He couldn't help but care that she was ignoring him, normally OQ never cared what anyone ever thought.

Dinah's lower lip began to tremble. Her eyes began to burn, tears threatening to break free. Noticing this, Oliver gets up from his seat and kneels in front of her chair. Taking her hands from her book and took them in his own, bringing his face down to her level.

"Dinah, are you okay, why are you hear?" The words come out a lot gentler this time, he felt like a jerk for upsetting her earlier. He didn't want her to cry.

"My dad died" she whisperes sadly before breaking down into tears.

Well after my total breakdown last week i've been working on getting myself back together. Yeah, enough said.....


I have my repeat exams from wed onwards,so fingers crossed they go well. My comic ban ends when i finish my last exam wooo!!

God im soo bored,ever since my mini freakout my muses have gone awol.Not awol per sey, just my mind is being taken up with more important concerns such as......newton rhapson method, the washer method, how do i get that big scarey matrix into row echeleon form? And why the hell dosen't my brother do any cleaning?!

Lol my parents have been away for the past week so its just me and my older brother, which is kinda coool because due to eating instant crap i gained weight. So if i didnt want to be like jabba the hut i learnt to cook. I can proudly say i like veggies again!!

On other news got a new laptop and ipod this week also. I've been busy pimping my ipod with shipping vids=D. Its pure clois and Dinah/Ollie heaven=D.

Also the day i finish my exams the new JLI volume comes out so i can't wait =D.

In karate news i've started a black belt kata and am still acting as a mentor, although last week i wasn't in the best place to do so and almost lost my student.

To qoute the awesome utada hikaru *keep trying,trying*.

Btw is it okay for an 18yr old girl to like a 16yr old guy? If the guy is only on tv of course!

Right now i am in the middle of my panic. I'd rather keep my fingers busy on the keyboard than in the kitchen(thats a tip for anyone struggling with bingeing).

So fricking stressed!!! Why does it feel like my world ends when i put on some weight? I know it isn't the end of the world but to me it feels like it. Hate fucking eating disorders!

My boyfriend makes me hate him soo much at times its unreal!! He is the one who got me to recover in the first place, lol i shall tell you how this came about.

Back in December i had just entered a very stressful time in my life,the bf knew i restricted but then i began to restrict even more so. One day the bf noticed my extra restricting and called me on it, he told me i had an ed and i was all like "no i don't" sorta, but he was right.

So on christmas day i made a promise to him that i would eat 1200 cals a day, but i didn't go like that. I spent all of xmas 2007 going from one binge to another, in fact one time i got up at 4 am and binged in my sleep. I had developed a bad habit of getting up at like 5am and eating sweets and then going back to bed
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My weight soared up as a result of the binges, and then janunary came around, eager to loose the xmas weight i went back to my old ways of living off 250 cals a day (i kid you not). I told the bf about this and we nearly broke up, i even went to a dr and he told me my bf was right (i hated the dr so much that day!).

By the end of january i had gained a ton of weight and gotten into a horrible habit of bingeing and comfort eating, in fact on the day of my 18th birthday i had a fight with my mom and ran to the shops and had a humungous binge. Needless to say that won't be a day i'll be thinking back to with fond memories.

I was huge on my 18th birthday, a fat shadow of my former self, the year before i had turned 17 and i looked great!

So i pretty much argued with my bf a lot about my weight gain and how crap my life had become. My weight gain had sent me into a depression, i had gone from a size 8 to 18 in 3 months, my life sucked. I was nearly prescribed pills at one point by my dr, who again reassured me that eating more was the right thing to do.

I went to euro disney at the end of feb and spent most of the time trying to under eat my boyfriend. My bf is one of those weird people that actually stop to eat when they are full. I sulked the days i ate more than him, lol i am embrassed by my the way i now when i look back on it.

So march came around and even more weight gain, life couldn't get any worse for me, the local gym had told me i was very unhealthy and my weight was getting to be a medical concern. I counted cals, exercised but even then every time i went back to the gym my weight would of increased. To make matters worse i was in a car crash at the end of april and i suffered a broken collar bone. In actual fact my weight saved my life, as had i been ligther i might of died.


Unable to excersise i spent april getting rid of my bad eating habits, like eating for something to do, that was out. Eating random cups of cereal that went out. I learnt how to deal with binge urges( at that point i was 2 months free from binging).

By May i was on the road to recovery with the bone and with the wheater improving i began to go out walking so my weight began to come down again. I went from an 18 to a 16 and my heart rate improved.
So by the time my summer exams ended i was able to exercise again fully. So i took up karate again.

June was spent exercising an hour 5 days a week, using various methods and my weight dropped down to a 14. June was a good month for me and my diet, every week i got smaller, whilst still eating 1200 cals.

July has been a tricky month for me, as i have to repeat 4 exams, so i have to study, go to karate 2 days a week as well as working 4 days a week.

Excersise is always the first to loose out tho, and i wind up a cranky puss for not doing it.

Looking back i have come a long way from the depressed girl in feb, i have started driving again, become a karate student training for her black belt aswell as a mentor to many other students in the class. I have started studying for my repeats and i am confident i will pass them. I am also healthier and fitter than i have ever been in my entire life. I have built up a career plan for myself and i have 5 times the amount of friends now than i did then.

Yet out of all of them my best achievement is not bingeing in 6 months, because i'd rather gain a bit of weight from eating normally than by gaining a lot by bingeing.

If anyone wants any tips on how to cope with bingeing feel free to pm me

Thanks for listening =).

When one journey ends.
Characters: Lois Lane, Dinah Lance, Babara Gordon and Harry potter (the only book i ever read xD).

Settings: Just after Lois marries Superman/Clark Kent/Ka el. For Dinah it is during the longbow hunters whilst being tortured. For Babs its when she becomes Oracle. For Harry it is right after he defeats Voldemort.

Prompt: The Wall-E end song. It got me thinking how when one journey ends we often begin another by taking on a new role. Like when i got my brown belt in karate i ended one journey (my quest as a student to get my brown belt) i began another as a teacher helping those around me achieve their coloured belts aswell as begining the quest for my black belt.




Lois.

Looking down at the gold ring on her finger. Lois smiled to herself, Mrs Smallville sounded only slightly better than Mrs superman. Living with Clark was going to test every bit of patience she had for both him and his alter ego. She didn't mind she was ready to leave Lois lane behind and welcome Lois Kent.

Dinah.

Dinah lance let out one final scream as her vocal chords were cut. She never thought for one minute she would loose what made her unique. Her life ended the moment that knife was swung.Without her cry she was the same as everyone else. Dinah didn't want to be like everyone else. How does a black canary sing when it can't even sing?


Babara Gordon.

Babara let out a laugh of joyous laughter. Her computer systems were working more effectively than she had ever dreamt.Her computer screens began to flash wildy with requests coming in from all over the world. From this day forth she would no longer be the crippled bat girl but the all powerful Batgirl.

Harry Potter.

Harry fell to his knees drained from battle searching for the energy to get back up.. What he had been working towards his whole life was now over. Voldemort was dead and never coming back. It hit him like a stunning spell that now he was normal. He was no longer harry potter the-boy-who-lived but harry potter the regular joe soap wizard.

Reeling in the years
Characters: Oliver, mentions of Dinah
Setting: Oliver reflects about his life with Dinah as they aproach their one year anniversary (well the marriage to fake Oliver,but taking that into account their marriage might of been in march as opposed to november,im soo confused xD).



It was 28 years ago that they had met. He fell head over heels in love with her that day they met. When he had shot the reporters mike with his silencing arrow their eyes had met and he knew he was going to marry her one day.

20 Years ago when he had saved her from that sick evil man he had killed. He had never questioned his decesion to kill that man once in the years that had passed. He was just thankful she was alive and still with him. He never allows him to think of what might have been had he not let fly that arrow.

15 years ago he had acted on impulse and lost her for good.That single kiss had been the final nail in a coffin that was waiting to be closed for a long time. He had neglected her and they had grown distant, he blamed himself for not being there for her after that night 5 years ago. He had strayed and oh how he paid.

7 years ago she had taken him back, he was a lucky bastard to ever get a second chance with her. He had thanked his lucky stars to finally make things right with her. There was no happier man to be found than he on the night she had agreed to give it a second shot.

4 years ago his libido got the best of him and once again he had ruined what they had. It was at times like this when he had wished she would stop loving him and find someone worthy of her, he wasn't back then.He was just a lowlife who never thought to think before he acted. This time he learned his lesson and he learned it the hardest way possible by loosing her again.

2 years ago she had adopted a child. He couldn't believe it, something they had both longed to have together for soo many years, she was now going at it alone. 2 years ago he made the choice to change for her, she had grown and if he had any hope of being worthy of her he would have to also.

1 year ago he finally got the balls up and asked her to marry him. He had given up soo many things for her, so that one day she might want to be with him. It had paid off and after too many years they were finally engaged.

5 months ago. They had tied the knot and Oliver Queen knew that everything they had gone through in the past few years had been worth it as it had led him to being the one thing he always wanted to be but never thought he could be. Mr Dinah Lance.



Batman
Characters: Dinah/Oliver and the goddamm batman
Setting: Current Canon
Prompt: Since the new batman film is out i thought i'd reflect on how times have changed for Dinah and Oliver as each of them have came out.




Hairstyles, music, clothes, the good the ugly the plain weird. Oliver and Dinah had been through them all together. Though they may have been apart they somehow went through them together.

The batman films were one such trend they had always gone through.. Dinah had loved the first one when they went to see it in the 80's. and had promised Oliver that no matter what would happen they would always see them together.He was so happy to see the twinkle in her eyes that had been missing for a while that he couldnt refuse.

Right through the 90's up until Oliver died they had gone. Dinah had mourned Ollie as she watched the 1997 Batman movie,she brought the tape to Oliver's grave when it came out, just so he knew she was thinking of him.

Of course when Oliver came back she made him watch it much to Olivers agony and her delight. It was a terrible film, but he knew she always had a small thing for the caped crusader so he didn't mind too much.

In 2005 they had gone as friends,testing out the strange new waters of friendship they were embarking on.They had sat in uncomfortable silence until the movie began.Both wishing they weren't just friends.

When the dvd came out, which Oliver had gotten Dinah for the christmas they had spent together. They were both shocked to see the image of Dinah kissing Batman on the front cover. Dinah knew a certain computer nerd was to blame.

Now as the dark knight comes out Oliver is being once again dragged to the cinema, this time with a strong hint of jealousy to his whines about not going. When he sees her smile at the trailers and she reassures him that she will never leave him for the batman. Oliver happily books the best tickets at the best theathre because this batman film will be the first they attend as husband and wife.

Gossip section.
Characters: Dinah,Oliver,Pieter Cross
Setting: In my AU where Oliver never died after Dinah and Ollie broke up.
Prompt: Hearing news about an ex that you just dont want to hear.



Oliver Queen scanned the newspaper eagerly for the daily news.For some reason the superhero gossip column had caught his eye today. Without thinking much of it he read the piece entitled "Baby boomers".

His heart stopped as he read the column a hundred times over praying it wasn't true. He reread the column one final time hoping that it would just go away. When it didn't Oliver tore up the offending article angrily. Never in his whole life would he ever forget that line of text his eyes had the misfortune to read.

The line read "Congraulations to Mr Pieter Cross and Dinah Lance Cross on the birth of their son, Richard".



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Bicyles and babies.
Characters: Dinah/Oliver, Lian.
Setting: In my au where Oliver never died and Dinah married peiter cross instead.
Prompt: Learning to ride bikes is tricky business as is encountering an old love when they have moved on.






It was a hot day in the summer of 1999 when they had met. She had taken her son out for a stroll in his stroller in star city park never expecting to run into him. He, on the other hand was teaching his grandaughter the finer points of riding a big girls bike even at the age of 11, Lian had still never learned how to ride on two wheels.

Lian had finally mastered the art of riding on two wheels after many failed attempts, like her grandmother/godmother she never quit once despite gaining many cuts and bruises in the process. He had saw this in her and smiled sadly wishing she could be here to see this. Little did she know his wish was about to come true.

She strolled leisurely through the park, enjoying the sunshine and the quiet and the sights of children on their bikes. She paused at a bench and leaned against it, looking at all the children on their bikes her eyes focused in on one in particular. The girl riding the yellow and red bicylce and was the spitting image of her god daughter. She squinted her eyes to get a better image of the girl.It was her!

Without thinking she called out to the little girl. Richard just gurgled at the sound of his crazy mother shouting, after 9 months on the planet he was use to her screaming, particularly at daddy .

"Grandpa its Grandma lets go say hello.!" Lian began cycling furiously on her little bike. She wanted to show her grandmother that he had finally mastered a two wheeler.

"Wait a second Lian, maybe its not a good idea, she has the baby with her". Oliver said to himself as lian sped off towards Dinah. Oh boy! This was not going to be easy for him at all.

Oliver just trailed slowly behind Lian, really not wanting to go "say hello", but he had to. He couldnt let his special little girl down.

Before he knew it Lian was cycling in front of Dinah, while Dinah loaded on the praise with a huge grin on her face while clapping her hands for lian.
. Oliver felt like swooning, whenever Dinah smiled like that no matter how bad things were it had always made his heart sing. Now they were little more than strangers and she would never smile like that for him again.

"So lian who taught you to ride without stablisers?". Dinah asked proudly, while holding lians's bike for her. She may have got the hang of riding but stopping would be another trip to the park.

"Grandpa Ollie did, i am so happy. Richard has gotten so big! Can he talk yet?" Lian asked excitedly while crouching down in front of the stroller so that she was at eye level with the infant.

"Tell him i said he is a great guy for teaching you when i see him". Lian watched her son and god daughter interact, it always made her smile the way Lian could get Richy to laugh in a way like no other.

"You dont have to silly, he is right of there, tell him yourself". Lian pointed over to a tree across from them under which Oliver was standing cautiously, unsure about whether or not to come over.


"Lian can you watch Richard for a sec?I'm just going to talk to Grand pa and thank him".

"No problem i am eleven after all and you said that one day i will be his babysitter so may as well get in some practice now". Lian couldn't believe her luck, first she learned to ride her bike and now she was being trusted to mind a child she really was a big girl !


Oliver watched as Dinah approached him with a gentle smile on her face. As she walked towards him, he couldn't but help think how pretty she had gotten. She glowed with happiness from motherhood something which Oliver felt suited her. She slumped came to a stop in front of him, the warm smile on her face being replaced by a cold awkward tension.

"Hey" Dinah murmurs.

"Hey." Oliver keeps his eyes firmly fixed on the ground, not wanting to look at her.

"You did a great job with lian, i've never seen her this happy before. You should be proud". Smiles Dinah.

"So should you, she is a fighter just like her godmother". Oliver's eyes momentarily lock with hers for what seems like forever.

"Thanks Oliver that was really sweet".

"I only said it because its true." Oliver snaps, feeling really angry as he notices the wedding ring on her left hand. He knows deep down if he hadnt screwed things up that she would of been his wife, not pieters.

"Thanks anyway".

Dinah makes her way towards to bench where her son and godaughter are playing. hoping that her baby is okay with lian. The sounds of their laughter can be heard right through the park which she guesses is a good sign.

Oliver can only watch helplessly as she walks away from him yet again,he knows it would be foolish to try to stop her leaving him. She has moved on with her life, he knows that she should to that too. But sometimes its hard to do what everyone thinks you should do, but don't want to.

How do you feel about meeting up with exes? Are you best friends with yours or worst enemys? What do they bring to mind for you? I know mine reminds me of the past, and i like coming near my past thats for sure! Hehehe last night i wimped out of hanging around with my ex and a guy i am not speaking off, the boyfriend would of been there,  whic would of been okay.  My boyfriend is my exes old best friend =p. Would of  been a super fun evening xD!.


Re birth.
Characters: Dinah lance
Setting: Takes place just before Dinah and Ollie meet after his re birth.
Summary: Dinah thinks about what her ex means to her.



I know i should be extremley happy that oliver queen is magically back from the dead. Yet i'm not. It defies every single law of nature that he should be back from the dead, like the man exploded there was no coming back from that, or so i thought up until a few hours ago.

When oracle told me about my old lovers re birth it was a double edge sword for me. On one hand the guy that i was insanley in love  with and deep down always will be is back but then so is the bastard that left me for a year, cheated on me not to mention went of on missions so frequently without saying so much as good bye. It is not just who he is that makes me feel ill at ease it's what he reminds me off.

For me Oliver Queen will always remind me of  one thing-that horrible night in  a  Seatlle warehouse all those years ago.   Up until recentley i still bore the physical scars on my body but the emotional ones are ones that will never go away  for me anyway.   That night is what made me who  i am today,  a survivor. I   felt like that night would be the end of me, but i didn't give up and fought on and overcame it just like all the other hardships i would have to deal with in the years to come.  I am no longer the Dinah who spent a week crying over Oliver Queen. I am much more than that now, i am Dinah lance JSA member, bird of prey and Dr Midnite' s girlfriend.

I like to think that i have moved on with my life since Oliver in many ways, that all these changes have been for the good. I strongly feel that i am no longer the little bird Oliver said goodbye to. This bird has spread its wings and soared higher than he or i could ever imagined.  For the first time in 6 years i can say  i am truly happy, with a great future to look forward to with a great guy.

And i sure as hell wont Oliver come along and ruin that for me! Like he used to somehow manage to ruin everything in my life. God i sound bitter don't i? I've moved past all that stuff, i just feel freaked out  he is back after all these years without him.  I'd rather face talia al's ghul again than meet my ex for one more time.  Maybe its just nerves? Cos i honestly cant tell you whether i will smack or kiss the guy when i see him. Wish me luck.

My thoughts are interupted by my cell phone ringing.

Dinah?

What is it oracle?

The titans plane is coming to escort you to the last known whereabouts of G.A.

I  close my cellphone quickly, this should be intresting....

Title: After all this time.
Characters: Dinah Lance and Oliver Queen, mentions of Lian.
Setting:  AU in which Oliver never died but he and Dinah still broke up. This fic takes place the day of lians wedding as the pair are brought together again.

Time changes us in many ways, we get saggy and wrinkly, loose our hair and find that we cant move in ways we used to. They are just the physical features its usually in the stuff on the inside that will never change, such as  knowing who we are, what are passions are and most importantly who we care about or in this case who we love.

He had never thought he would see her ever again after that dreaded day when far too many terse words had been exchanged. Although still connected by  family and friends they had managed to avoid each other until today. Today  was a day when they had to let bygones be bygones, to forgive and forget. For today was his grandaughter's and her godaughter's wedding.

It was a was a beautiful ceremony yet  neither could shake the feeling that it should of been them.  It was too late for "what ifs"  now both had their own lives  she was married with several  grown up children and he was the eternal bacheleor, the ace archer who had lived everyday regretting a stupid mistake that had cost him his happiness.

When it was time for the reception, both had managed to avoid each other with great ease. They were experts at it, they had to be for the amount of dinner dances, birthdays, weddings that had happened over the years.  She would always be apart of his life in one way or another and she would be his.

The seating at the wedding, he felt had something to be desired as from where he sat he got a direct view of her and a younger man. Her face disturbed him for instead of happiness that should of been on it, their seemed to be only pain and saddness on the petite womans face.

The music began to play,it flowed over him easily not really listening but focusing on sad features of her face. He caught her eye as soon as certain song began to play, her  blue eyes silently told him she was in more pain than he could imagine and she needed him.
Without as  much of  a single sentence being uttered between the two, he walked over to were she was sitting and outstrectched his liver spotted hand to her.  She took it out without hestitation and the two were dancing to gentley to the song the band was playing,their song.


The songs gentle lyrics took them back to a time of happiness when anything seemed possible,they had looked forward to a future together, never for once thinking that they would ever be apart. Here they were now many years later at a wedding dancing to a song that
always reminded them  always of what they had once had.

He held on to her with a deatlhy grip, afraid she would leave him ever again. Feeling her warm body next to his, the smell of her hair,even her voice he had missed terribly all these years.

 The song ended as soon as it begaun and it was time for the two to part and to get on with their seperate lives without each other.

As the grey haired woman walked back to  her seat  beside her son. He could only  think one thing and that was that he was still  very much in love with the woman he had shared the dance with.

My muses are working in over drive today=). Im not  going to complain about that tho =).

I've been studying,driving and working out today, as well as watching tv. Oooh what a  hard life i have! Sitting around and doing nothing is what summer holidays are meant for =P..

Im off to a music festival with the bf tommrow, my feelings about going to the music festival have really made my feelings about this realtionship clear to me.It was a rude awakening to say the least=(.

Mine!!
Characters: Dinah/ollie
Setting: Smallville JLA
Prompt: Jealous 70's Olliie.


At the hall of justice a meeting was taking place between the newly formed justice league.it was to be an important one as Oliver Queen was introducing a new member to the team.

First issue of the meeting today is our newest member. Welcome her to the team guys and remeer one thing about the foxy lady, shes mine!! All mine.!!! Ollie grew more demented as he spoke.

Noticing an incredulous  look from Dinah. Ollie spoke again.

Yes pretty bird i did just say you were mine and no one else and from now on you shall respond to the following names from me. pretty bird, bird lady, little bird,babe and kid.

Dinah began to flex her muscles to get ready for beating the living daylights out of this asshole. She noted his legs might be a bit weak so she should her on slaught there she noted mentally.

Thats all i wanted to say at this meeting. So remember Pretty bird is mine all mine if you touch her i will be forced to shove an arrow up your ass thats all.

Dinah ran towards Oliver her right leg swinging towards Ollie's face. Oliver easily parried the shot and countered with a punch that sent her flying  onto the table where the other leaguers were sat. She landed on her back with her legs spread much to Ollie's amusement.

Screw you Ollie!! She spat  as the other leaguers struggled with the temptation to burst out into fits of laughter.

"Love u too babe." Oliver winked and offered his hand to help her up, which she just kicked his hand out of the way before quickly jumping up off the table and  out of the door.She slammed the door with as much power as she could manage.

Bart  looked at Ollie in awe, not sure whether he was impressed or afraid.

"Oh great Oliver i think our first ever female memeber may leave the team because she hates you bro".. Piped in A.c.

"That girl is crazy about me" Oliver laughed to himself and shrugged his shoulders.

Get your hands of my woman!
Characters: Oliver  Queen/ Dinah Lance/ Johnny thunder.
Setting: Smallville
Prompt: pg 104 of crisis of infinite earths.

Hands of johnny she's my lady!.

The justice league had teamed up with a man named Johnathan thunder. Johnathan or Johnny as he preferred to be called had taken a shine to the leaguers  in particular the black canary. Johnny would somehow maneuver the team's plans so that he and Dinah were left to face the bad guys  much to Oliver Queen's annoyance. It didn't help matters that Dinah and Johnny had been friends for a very long time and seemed very much inseparable.

Oliver liked Dinah but he didnt want to admit it.  She was stubborn, cocky, arrogant. Everything he was but just ten times worse.The two continually butted heads over everything! If Oliver had told them that they would be heading north, Dinah would say south and all hell would break loose between the two . The other leaguers would just quiver in their chairs too afraid of saying anything that might unleash the  fury of either of the quarreling parties upoun one of them.It would take an entire mission for them to make up and even then they were stubborn about that!. Sometimes the angry energy from the two felt more like a sexual energy during their arguments and an onlooker would describe the tension as being able to "cut it with a knife".

Everytime they fought recently Oliver had to resist the urge to just rip Dinah's clothes off. Being around her just seemed to make him go wild. Dinah engaged all of Ollie's primal urges, he felt as if he must keep her all to himself so no man could steal her on him. She was his lady and no one else's. It  was why he hated Johnny so much, Johnny had known Dinah longer than him and was making his claim on her known at every opportunity he had to make it known.


Out on a mission one day Oliver Queen had enough of Johnny's way of always stealing Dinah away from him.

"Don't know where Chloe dumped us,but she does have a way of picking out a nice places". Oliver's eyes darted over to the two blonde people standing  beside him and noticed Johnny putting his  hand on Dinah's arm.  "Hell no i'm not going to let him steal Dinah on me again! I gotta act quick".


"So i notice-- but still we better start hunting for out eh...? Glancing down at the Johnnys hand on her arm leading her away from Green arrow, she felt a bit confused as she noticed a triumphant look on Johnny's face and a rather annoyed look on Oliver's.

" Great Idea Canary! You and me'll go this way---and meet up with  Green Arrow later on.".  The blonde haired man was eager to get Dinah alone so he could have her all to himself, he liked Ollie well enough  he was great guy. They worked well together and could be great friends if Oliver could ever take his eyes of  the woman who was  one of his best friends, that he happened to have a huge crush on.

Seeing Johnny take Dinah away from him, Oliver  quickly grabbed a hold of her free hand so that  he had one arm  of Dinah and Johhny had the other."Hang on Thunder thats my lady you are  you're bending!"  Oliver snarled .

"Hang on did Oliver just call me his lady? Where did that come from?I can't stand that guy! "Dinah thought angrily as she was being stretched limb from limb by the two macho idiots she called partners.

"Your lady?! I knew black canary years  for more years than you've got arrow!".

Dinah rolled her eyes, men were such idiots!!! She had expected this from Ollie but not Johnny! Ugh! There was going to be some serious ass whooping inflicted onto these two as soon as she got free from this childish game of tug of war.

"I;ve got news for you chauvanitsts. I happen to by my own lady and i intend to see it stays that way".  Dinah broke out of their embrace in an instant  and delivered switft kicks to each of the fighting men's groin areas. She couldn't help but laugh at the sight of both Johnny and Ollie rolling around on the ground with looks of deflated ego and agony simultaneously written across both their faces.

Throwing a glance down to the blubbering men on the floor. Dinah coughed to clear her throat and to grab their attention.

"And for the record you two idiots. Two things. 1.Johnny i'm afraid you are just a friend  to me.And 2. Nice ass Ollie".

Johnny let out another wail, whilst Oliver  just winked out suggestively at Dinah. His wink  was rewarded with a look from  dinah that said "In your dreams".

Cos im blinded by the lights da da da...

Ever think that someone may like you but you are not entirely sure? I think a close friend of mine may have some sort of feelings for me. The guy lets call him M and i are very close, we in fact almost dated but then i decided that i didnt like him in that way and got with my current bf.
Now i've known M for about a year and i would consider him to be one of the most important people in my life, i tell him everything, a lot more than i would tell my bf or best friend. With M he never judges me or anything so whenever im feeling down i can always turn to him.

Latley i've been confiding a lot of stuff to him about me and the bf and well lets just say things dont look all that rosey with myself and the bf. The other day  MM and i went into town to hang out and catch up ya know? We spent a good deal of our time talking about my current situtation with the bf. Throughout most of it he was very supportive but i couldn't help but notice a few things.

1. He sat almost on top of me, so that everytime we were beside each other we were touching in some way or form.
2. He kept saying "If i was your boyfriend...."
3. Everytime i mentioned what i look for in a man he kept saying stuff to show that he would meet that criteria.
4.When i mentioned about a guy who i think is kinda cute he froze completley.

I've told him a billion times over the year that i only like him as a friend but i really dont want to get into an awkard situtiton with him if things dont go well with my current bf.

On the same day as my trip into town i bumped into my first boyfriend, Des. We went out this time 2 years ago, i thought i was head over heels in love, i dumped him after 6 weeks =P. I was 16 and he was 14 and when you are that age it feels like those 2 years are a lifetime apart. When i saw him i couldnt belive how tall he had gotten!! I was suddenly reminded of our brief  summer lovin all those years ago. We text  each other and he wants to be more than friends, OY!

Another guy story is a guy from karate who i used to flirt with sorta likes me now too, aparently he admitted to it last week when i missed the class.  Karate was not at all awkard lol!. Speaking of karate in order to make my kata's black belt worthy (currently a brown belt training for black) we have to hit ourselves to make sounds . After just 2 classes of practicing the sounds my arms are black and blue, i look diseased =0!.

Then there is a guy from work who i think likes me also (oh god im sounding like such a cow!). We have a joke in work that i am his boyfriend and he is mine like we are meant to be lovers (jokingly). I was thinking it was very innocent until he started saying stuff that made me blush =0.Today he rang up asking for his hours and then he asked for my hours too and sounded disapointed when i told him i wouldnt be working this weekend.

Despite all these guys and my current bf there is only one person for me, my best friend T. T has been my best friend for 9 years now, there is a 3 year age  gap between is(I am 18, he is 15).Despite the age gap and all the tranisitions we have faced in our lives so far we are still best friends and it seems like that nothing can tear us apart ever. I love T more than i love anyone in the world, family included and if platonic marriages were allowed, well i think the two of us would be running up the ailse together. Boyfriends come and go but best friends are one in a million.